got pee?

Ok, so I'm pregnant...again. This is number three. Nobody told me that the body just quits trying to hold it's form after this many. I have sags on my sags. Those lovely old stretch marks have there own personal stretch marks now. It's still very early on and already I'm feeling things like cramps and pulls. I didn't know just how tired I would be. I don't remember these things from before. And peeing three times in the night is really screwing me up! How could I possibly have so much liquid in there! I only drank one glass but instead of it all coming out at once it has to spread itself out over a period of hours. You have know idea how frustrating this is unless you've been through it. First of all your so tired it's all you can do to get up and make something to eat because your so hungry that you've got the shakes. But even more when you actually get a chance to get some sleep your wakened by your painful bladder begging you to get up go pee. And so you drag your exhausted self up and navigate your way to the bathroom trying not to trip on the toys that are right in your path. You lower yourself down onto the toilet trying to center yourself as not fall off, or even worse in, all the while trying not to wake up too much. You make your way back to your bed and flop down trying not to wake your husband with your heavey breathing, telling yourself that your not really in that bad of shape. Then you realize that your whole uterus is contracted and the tightening seems to be getting worse since having to pee so badly.... Ahhhhhh now you can go back to sleep except... Your wide awake!!! So you pray or breath deeply or whatever it is you use to relax and after a while you drift off into a deep sleep only to be wakened and hour later by either your bladder once again or even worse a screaming child.