Friday, April 28, 2006

This ones fer you Jay

Since you will be the only one to ever read my posts I'll write them just fer you! Haha
I'm so tired. The dog just about got smushed by a huge truck about 10 min. ago. I wish he had. I feel so strung out. There are so many things in my life that I need to be constantly watching. I can't even relax for a minute because someone might hurt someone else, get hit by a car, say a bad word, poop in their panties...the list goes on. I'm completely frazzled constantly looking to my left and my right...wheres Sophie? whats Lydia doing? wheres the dog?...why is Eli crying? It's utter Caos!
It's moments like these that I decide no more kids.
I'm so lucky to have Mum across the street because it's someone to talk to throughout the day...to remind me that there is life outside of this.
Lord help me.
Jason, you sure you want to read this stuff...blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

me~

3 Comments:

At 1:42 PM, Blogger Melanies Makings said...

you want our dog? I've thought about it fer sure.
Thanks fer posting

 
At 1:56 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

now i've read them too

 
At 9:48 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Did my husband say it was "reasonable" at our house? HA! I can totally relate to your chaos, Melanie! Sometimes I just shut my eyes and whisper" The sun is shining and the grass is green" until I can push the panic back down my throat! These are the best, worst, hardest, most memorable,life changing years. Call me anytime you need to talk to somebody!
Love you,
Joanne

 

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